So I’ve been thinking recently about what makes me afraid, and maybe it’s because I’ve finally now got myself a job and an apartment and I’m all settled in, but I’ve realized that I don’t want to find myself cruising along day by day simply comfortable. I don’t think I can say “realized” either seeing that I’ve known since I was young that I wanted to be cool and special. I’m afraid I’m gonna pass through life having done nothing spectacular, and what a normal, common, and unspectacular fear that is! I guess I should really just get up and pick a cool hobby or something, practice it every day, and become the best at it….but what if I pick the wrong one? I’m just afraid of doing anything and there’s no good in that!!!